Well...

So today I really had enough I feel soo miserable at morning i have eaten a lot and I hate it !!!...I just don't know what to do I feel lost my mum always buy a lot of very expensive and good food and I just try so hard to not eat is but at the and i fall in their seduction maybe a lot of you feel it to but after I eat and I'm luckily home alone I go i try to puke even if i puke a little but that's more than less right?....

But now really since a few months i tried to do this stuff to be anorexic I really want it because i had  enough of everything but to be honest  it is not easy and all those girls who have become anorexic they have all my respect.(one of those reason why i do this blog is to meet one girl who is truly anorexic and she can help me and all of you)...I hope tomorrow i won't eat anything, ok maybe an yoghurt with 144 kcal (that's not too much right?),and of course at morning a squeezed lemon and a cup of green tea.

                                                                   See you tomorrow Love..J